:: jotting the lines ::

It’s only recently I learned to master the language of love. And I am still learning. It’s not that I am stunt in love. Many of times, I do not know how to get out from a situation where I had crush with someone I shouldn’t be liking. This time round is different. Someone special appeared in my life. No, he is not the knight in shining armor. He is way too far for being one. But he makes me very happy. He filled my days with so much laughters that I had never been so happy before!

I really wish he is the one. People often say, “Trust your instinct, trust your soul, your mind, your heart and when you meet him, you will know he is the right one.” I really do feel he is the one. But feeling is vague and it can be wrong too. Maybe afterall that is just my wishful thinking only.

Now, he is becoming someone else’s fiance soon. And I am surprised by myself not being disappointed nor getting upset about it. On the contrary I am happy for him because he is stepping into another phase of life with his loved one. That’s going to be exciting right?

No tears soaking my pillow. Only smiles filled the night. Thank you my platonic friend, for bringing so much joy and making each of my day count!

Just when you know how to give, you’ll know how to love.

Wrestling with my soul and body this round again. God, how could I get stronger to resist sickness?

I have been down with flu bug for almost 2 weeks. There was hardly any ability to smell. Hey, imagine it can be quite bad if you can’t smell food. You lost your appetitie for food. Or worse, people stay away from you because you have body odor and you can’t smell them. Imagine that can be quite bad isn’t?

Took a 2 hours nap in the afternoon and I found myself sneezing again. Nose blocked, my head is spinning with no taste buds sense on my tongue. Oh gosh…

Can anyone tell me why’s that? Can all MRT commuters cover their face with mask if they find themselves not feeling well? Can Singaporeans be more considerate, don’t spread germs around and let the history happen again?

I am sick of getting sick again. Period.

My oh my….

I did not blog in March at all!!! I am considering of shutting this down, seriously. Seriously! No, that’s not a April’s Fool joke. Seriously!

It’s a leap year!! Therefore, I must write something on this very special day before we call it a night!

I only left with 19 minutes before the clock tick to 00:00 of 1 March 2008. I just want to say…. I am happy and grateful with all that I have and all that God has done for me, for my life and for my family!

Thank you Jesus! Hugz

There is also one more person I like to extend my gratitudes to, he is my colleague - Mel.  Thanks, for guiding and mentoring me. I’ll remember this day and always cherish the joy we share together!

I thought I could spend this very special day with my other colleague, DS. Unfortunately, he was sick and couldn’t make it today. But it was very nice of him to ask if my throat is ok. Thank you for being so caring too.

And, Becky…Thank you Becky for your kind and encouraging words.  You’re my light when I can’t see what’s ahead.

And…Liz, Jess, Jeff…Thank you for adding so much fun to the team.   We are truly a bunch of people with great mix of chemistry!

Thank you for making my day bright and special today!

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
MmmmmmmmMaybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve kept all the letters
that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that
it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be allright
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

I don’t want to go home……………… I don’t want to go back to Singapore……………

I want to drive my sexy little car….

I want to eat nasi lemak with rendang chicken  ….

I want to spend time with my papa & mama …and jeh jeh…..and mei mei….

I want to ……..sleep until 11am everyday…..

OH NO! I AM HEADING BACK TO SINGAPORE TOMORROW (12 FEB) @ 18:30hrs.

I will be reading my flooded mailbox. I will be having sleepless nights again…

I will be ………… earning Sing dollars!!!!!! Yay!!!!